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Top Dupe CH 083 Stay With Me, Look At Me Part 2

At that moment, he heard Ye Shengyi’s voice from the opposite side, “Brother Luo —Brother Luo—where have you gone? You’re not in the bathroom! You’re not in the kitchen! Where have you gone?”

Hearing this made Luo Yu’s head ache. He patted Gu Xiaowei’s shoulder and said helplessly, “I know you didn’t sleep well, but you really have to get up.”

Only then did Gu Xiaowei slowly turn his head. Luo Yu had thought he would see him looking bleary-eyed, but instead, Gu Xiaowei looked rather alert, his gaze fixed on Luo Yu as if confirming his presence.

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“En.” He replied in a muffled voice, nasally and sounding a bit spoiled.

Then he sat up and rubbed his head. “Senior Brother, you should go back.”

Hearing him call him “Senior Brother” made Luo Yu feel much more at ease.

But at this point, it was too late to leave.

Brother Yan was already knocking on Gu Xiaowei’s door. “Brother Gu! Brother Gu, have you seen Brother Luo? Xiao Ye can’t find him and is anxious. We need to give him the ‘haggard look’ today, and it’ll take more time than usual!”

Luo Yu whispered to Gu Xiaowei, “Just say I went out for a morning run.”

Gu Xiaowei pressed down lightly on Luo Yu’s head. “In a moment, Xiao Ye will be waiting at the entrance. How are you going to come back? Climb through the window?”

After saying that, Gu Xiaowei boldly walked to the door and opened it, revealing two makeup artists outside.

“He slept with me last night. No need to make such a fuss as if he’s been abducted.”

“Oh, that’s good! You two rehearsed again last night, right? Brother Gu, I have to say, but even during line practice, you should balance things out. You might not want to sleep, but Brother Luo needs to sleep!” Brother Yan looked at Luo Yu as he walked up behind Gu Xiaowei, instantly showing a sympathetic expression. “Look at these dark circles… this haggard look!”

Luo Yu shook his hand. “I’m fine. Even though I slept late, the quality of sleep was good.”

Right, what’s the big deal about sleeping together with Gu Xiaowei?

It’s not the first time they shared a room.

Luo Yu thought about how nervous he had been, like someone caught in a scandal by paparazzi, and couldn’t help but feel a bit amused.

Indeed, it was his own ulterior motives that made him feel guilty.

But last night, Gu Xiaowei was able to share that unknown past with him, even depending on him so much, which gave Luo Yu a strange sense of satisfaction deep down.

Luo Yu looked at Xiao Qin. Did she know about Gu Xiaowei’s past experience? 

She probably didn’t know. Xiao Qin had a simple personality and couldn’t hide things; if she knew about Gu Xiaowei’s experiences, she would definitely be very careful in following him, attending to all his emotions and reactions, rather than being as cheerful as she was now. 

What about Brother Yan? He had never said anything comforting or treated Gu Xiaowei carefully either. 

This could also be understood. If Gu Xiaowei had such an experience, it was likely that the entire team had been replaced. 

Did the agent, Meng Yu, know? Was it because he knew that he was so tolerant of Gu Xiaowei and never restrained him? But he seemed to trust Gu Xiaowei’s self-control so much that he didn’t even come to visit the set. Shouldn’t he check on Gu Xiaowei to ensure his mental state was okay? 

So… what exactly was that role Gu Xiaowei mentioned last night? 

“Breakfast! Breakfast time!” Ye Shengyi’s voice came from downstairs, pulling Luo Yu out of his thoughts. 

Thinking too deeply about some things was useless. Perhaps one day, when they left the entertainment industry and everything became lighter and easier, Gu Xiaowei would be able to talk to him about the role that had ensnared him. 

Everyone gathered around the round table for breakfast. Luo Yu was scrolling through his phone while eating noodle soup. The soup here was made very particularly, with the noodles and broth served separately. 

They poured the soup into the noodles just before eating, so the noodles wouldn’t get soggy. There were also a few shrimp wontons and some vegetables, all fragrant and not too heavy in flavor, making it a perfect breakfast. 

He elbowed Gu Xiaowei next to him and casually asked, “Hmm—have you received this shooting invitation?” 

“The dual person page for ‘ALPHA’?” Gu Xiaowei asked. 

“Yeah, they said they also spoke to your agent. Your agent said as long as I agreed, you would agree too. The rest depends on the crew’s shooting schedule.” 

After saying this, Luo Yu picked up another wonton and popped it into his mouth. 

Upon hearing this, Ye Shengyi immediately became excited. “Agree! Brother Luo! Hurry and agree! I want to do your makeup for the page! This will test the makeup artist’s skills!” 

“They have their own dedicated makeup artist,” Gu Xiaowei said. 

Brother Yan also added, “Yeah, this kind of makeup requires a strong sense of fashion and must match the magazine’s style. They usually don’t let us take the reins.” 

Ye Shengyi’s face instantly fell. 

But Xiao Qin was very excited. “I want to see! I want to see my Brother Gu and Brother Luo’s photo together! It’ll definitely be super eye-catching and full of tension!” 

Luo Yu was actually quite tempted. He wanted to be in the same frame as Gu Xiaowei, but it also depended on the other’s feelings. 

“I looked at the shooting schedule; the only time we’re both free is the day after tomorrow morning. But that means we’ll have to get up at four to catch the morning light. The magazine promised to shoot at the resort, which is basically an advertisement for them, so they shouldn’t have any objections. But the question is whether you can handle it. We have night scenes scheduled for today and tomorrow, so it’ll be tiring. Originally, we could have had a good rest the day after tomorrow morning, but now it turns into a continuous stretch.” 

Hearing Gu Xiaowei say this, Luo Yu had to consider his own physical condition. 

Shooting for fashion magazines was actually quite physically demanding; constantly changing looks and finding the right feel took a toll, and it might not even be possible to finish shooting in one morning. If the photographer was inspired, taking too much time on one set of photos could push back the next set. 

“Then let’s skip it. Everything should prioritize the film’s shooting. We are actors, and we must ensure the quality of the film’s production first,” Luo Yu said. “And I truly don’t have the confidence to finish my afternoon and evening scenes after a photoshoot in the morning.” 

Xiao Qin showed a regretful expression. “I wanted to see you guys together…” 

Luo Yu smiled and put a little pig-shaped red bean bun on Xiao Qin’s plate. “I’ve been in the same frame with your Brother Gu all along; you see it every day. Aren’t you tired of it?” 

“But the ratings for ‘Counterattack’ have been rising, and the earlier scenes focus on Yan Ye and Bai Ying. Shouldn’t you two post something on Weibo?” Brother Yan asked. 

Gu Xiaowei glanced at Luo Yu, who was enjoying his noodle soup, and casually reminded him, “How many fans do you have now?” 

“Hmm, I forgot to check,” Luo Yu said as he raised his head. 

“Forgot to check? Brother Luo, how could you forget to check! You’re in the rising phase!” Ye Shengyi’s eyes widened. “Let me report! Your fan count broke six million at dawn yesterday! This is the real data; Sister Cui didn’t buy fans for you, and President Jiang said not to buy any. ‘Counterattack’ has only aired four episodes!” 

“I… have six million fans?” Luo Yu stared blankly at Ye Shengyi. 

“Brother Luo, what have you been doing scrolling through your phone every day?” Ye Shengyi asked. 

“Just reporting filming updates to Sister Cui, chatting with Cheng Fei, discussing the script with Director Lin and Screenwriter Hua, etc. Isn’t Screenwriter Hua working on a new script? And it’s a collaboration with Producer Han…” 

“Did you never check your own Weibo?” Ye Shengyi suddenly felt that the fans’ affection over the past few days had been misplaced. 

“My DMs and comments on Weibo were mixed with praise and criticism. If I came across something harsh, it would affect my mood for filming now. Besides, I’ve handed over my Weibo account, so it’s not just what I want to post.” 

“Is the sword dance video ready to be posted?” Gu Xiaowei asked. 

“Ah! Right! Sword dance! I’ll tell Sister Cui,” Luo Yu said, pulling out his phone to message Sister Cui. 

Now everyone else at the table was also intrigued. 

“What sword dance? Brother Luo, I’m your team member! But I don’t know as much as Brother Gu about you!” Ye Shengyi protested with a clenched fist. 

“Am I the only one who cares about who danced with the sword?” Xiao Qin looked at Luo Yu with anticipation. 

Brother Yan also joined in urging Luo Yu to post on Weibo. “Teacher Luo, don’t hide it anymore; hurry and post it!” 

Under their pressure, Luo Yu kept making typos. “Don’t rush, don’t rush, I’m arranging it! Sister Cui said because the video was filmed at night, the team is processing some clarity adjustments. You’ll be able to see it soon!” 

After checking Sister Cui’s reply, Luo Yu leaned closer to Gu Xiaowei. “There’s your voice in it. Sister Cui asked if it needs to be cut out.” 

Gu Xiaowei’s brow furrowed. “Why cut it out?” 

Luo Yu admitted that he felt a little happy inside and then replied to Sister Cui: [No need to cut it; without Teacher Gu’s voice, it doesn’t count as being in the same frame.] 

After finishing breakfast, they got onto the van. 

The daytime scenes were still in the same villa, mainly focusing on the police gathering evidence at Lu Pingfeng’s house. Previously, Wen Yuchi had only checked his studio, but due to the surveillance showing Lu Pingfeng sleepwalking with a knife, moving from his room to the studio, the police needed to investigate the entire villa for evidence. 

As the van drove along, Luo Yu leaned back against the seat, closing his eyes for a short nap. He planned to sleep as much as possible before arriving at the set. 

When the car turned a corner, Luo Yu felt a weight on his shoulder. He turned his head to see that it was Gu Xiaowei leaning on him. 

He wasn’t sure if it was because they had shared an intimate conversation last night, but Gu Xiaowei seemed to have become a little dependent on him, or rather, completely trusting of him. 

Stay with me. 

Look at me. 

These were the words Gu Xiaowei had said to him last night. 

Luo Yu gently leaned toward Gu Xiaowei, resting his cheek against the top of his head. 

I don’t know how good the person in your imagination is, but I will be here with you in reality. 

Even if you can’t get out of another world, I will accompany you. 

The first take today began with a group scene. 

In this scene, Wen Yuchi already looked haggard from the continuous overtime, with dark circles under his eyes. His stubble was beginning to show, and his plaid shirt was somewhat wrinkled, clearly not changed for several days. 

His earlier calm demeanor had also been worn down by the overtime work, leaving his eyes devoid of light. 

Sheng Yunlan looked at Luo Yu’s appearance, very pleased with his state. “Luo Yu, your acting is so natural. You look so haggard; if I didn’t know better I would have thought you stayed up all night playing games yesterday.” 

Luo Yu internally smiled wryly; could he say that his gaming target was actually Gu Xiaowei? 

He sacrificed his sleep last night to pursue his target.

Looking at Gu Xiaowei again, the guy had no expression, but there were no dark circles under his eyes, his skin remained smooth, he didn’t break out even after staying up late, and his posture was upright, making him look quite alert and energetic.

Could a mere one year and three months of age difference account for this much?

Why did Luo Yu feel that Gu Xiaowei was in the prime of his life while he was nearing his twilight years?

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Just as he was watching Gu Xiaowei, he noticed that Gu Xiaowei was also staring at him without blinking.

At first, Luo Yu thought it was just a coincidence; after all, with so many people bustling around, Gu Xiaowei had to find something to focus on.

But after lifting his head several times, Luo Yu realized that Gu Xiaowei’s gaze had never changed its target.

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Sect Leader Is Under Great Pressure CH 122 With Countless Loose Threads And Issues, There Is Always A Return Date

When Ji Yunlai returned to Kun-Lai Mountain, he almost had the illusion that he had come to the wrong place.  

This time, he had left the mountain in person for half a month because of Xiao Qing. During his absence, the entire Kun-Lai was gloomy and lifeless. Cultivators moved hurriedly as if lingering too long would result in being robbed.  

However, this atmosphere completely vanished the moment he returned.  

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The mournful expressions were instantly blown away by the joyous exclamation, “The internet is back!” Kun-Lai transformed in a flash, as if leaping from the depths of winter into the warmth of spring, compressing several months of change into an instant.  

Ji Yunlai fell into deep thought—was life truly impossible without the internet?  

But he had no time to dwell on it; he was soon overwhelmed by a flood of issues. The peak masters and elders all gathered in the main hall of Kun-Lai, ostensibly to welcome him back but in reality to hold a complaint assembly.  

In the half-month he had been away, Kun-Lai had faced numerous problems.  

The most significant issue stemmed from everyone converting their spiritual stones into credits on the Net Charm, causing a severe shortage of circulating spiritual stones in Kun-Lai. As a temporary measure, the remaining elders established a borrowing system, allowing individuals to withdraw on credit to get by for now.  

Meanwhile, the external laborers—spirit demons and unaffiliated cultivators—who lacked the Net Charm accounts had amassed a large amount of spiritual stones, earning handsomely. However, disputes arose over unfair profit distribution, escalating into major conflicts. Since these incidents mostly involved foreign spirit demon cultivators and the Mountain Patrol Bureau was already short-staffed, the situation spiraled out of control. It eventually engulfed nearly all the external spirit demon cultivators. Only the intervention of several Kun-Lai elders managed to restore order.  

Now, almost all the spirit demon laborers who acted as transportation, dug mountains, delivered goods, fed spiritual beasts, or collected garbage and debris had surrounded Qingnu Peak. Thankfully, there were only a few deaths, though many were seriously injured.  

This left Kun-Lai severely lacking spirit demon laborers.  

“Assign minor tasks to outer disciples as part of external fieldwork lessons,” Ji Yunlai said calmly, seated at the center of the hall. “Distribute these tasks and offer a small amount of academic credit to those willing to take them. Have Yimeng Qingnu heal the few old transport turtles to restore order.”  

Kun-Lai had hundreds of peaks, each far apart. Without transporters, low-level disciples would spend most of their time traveling.  

“Understood,” the elder in charge nodded and took notes before reporting another major issue.  

Recently, Shennong Peak experienced several fraud incidents. Some disciples had used high-quality lower-grade spiritual stones to impersonate mid-grade ones, leading to significant crop failures in spiritual fields when these were used for farming. The resulting shortages of spiritual rice disrupted supply, leaving Kun-Lai unable to meet demands.  

Fields sustained solely by spiritual energy required normal growing times, but using spiritual stones could greatly accelerate the process, turning a yearly harvest into a monthly one. However, spiritual grains were sensitive to impure energy, which could lead to diseases. Worse, this polluted the fields, requiring months of downtime for purification and filtering.  

Typically, only higher-level cultivators, who could afford high grade seeds and spiritual stones, used spiritual stones for farming. Shennong Peak’s “landlords” primarily supplied basic spiritual rice to outer disciples, especially those recruited in the past year or two. And these fields were the most majorly hit during this period.

“Can’t others grow rice?” Ji Yunlai asked.  

“The rest are growing high-grade crops, like Yin-Yang Blood Rice, Spirit Mushroom Millet, and Moon Vegetables. Harvesting them early would be a significant waste,” an elder replied cautiously.  

“How much rice is needed?” Ji Yunlai inquired.  

“The allocation for this month has been fulfilled. Next month, we’ll need 11 million pounds worth,” the elder quickly reported a figure that would shock other sects.  

Kun-Lai’s spiritual fields produced an average yield of 700 pounds per acre—another jaw-dropping statistic to outsiders, though normal for Kun-Lai, where spiritual energy acted as fertilizer.  

“I’ll handle it,” Ji Yunlai said, nodding. After all, his Dao Seed was nearly ready, complete with ample labor inside it. This would be no problem.  

The elders were impressed and continued reporting other issues.  

Recently, someone maliciously memorized and distributed pirated copies of a few popular low-level cultivation insights from the Net Charm. This severely infringed on the rights of the original authors. The chaos of the past ten days made enforcement difficult, and nearly everyone now had a copy.  

Insights varied in quality, and the comprehensive interpretations of low-level techniques by high-level experts weren’t always superior to the lifetime understandings of lower-level cultivators specializing in a single method. Hence, some insights for low-level techniques had more subscriptions on the Net Charm than those by high-level cultivators (as the latter weren’t always comprehensible or applicable).  

Now piracy was rampant. Several original authors had even knelt at Zhaoyue Peak for two days, awaiting the Sect Leader’s judgment.  

“Track down the source. Anyone involved in pirating will be fined threefold,” Ji Yunlai said coolly.  

“But most are low-level disciples who can’t afford to pay,” another elder stepped forward hesitantly.  

Kun-Lai had a well-known saying: “Qi Condensation ants, Foundation Establishment dogs, Golden Core monkeys roam the streets. Nascent Souls are finally human, but only Demigod and Synthesis cultivators can truly feel enliven.”

This meant that Qi Condensation disciples in Kun-Lai are like ants, easily crushed underfoot. Foundation Establishment cultivators fare slightly better, but they still live hand-to-mouth. Golden Core cultivators are like monkeys—barely able to feed themselves adequately. Only upon reaching the Nascent Soul stage can one truly be considered a person, capable of having a career and no longer troubled by resource scarcity. As for Demigod and Synthesis stages, well, those are Kun-Lai’s true leaders.

Deduct from their Net Charm accounts, leaving the balance in the negative,” Ji Yunlai said calmly. “They surely won’t remain like this forever.”  

“Understood!” The elder retreated back into the crowd.  

The remaining group continued reporting various matters, large and small, striving to make the Sect Leader understand that he couldn’t leave so casually. Their words carried subtle resentment, hinting: This time you left in such a rush without even saying goodbye or giving us a return date. We’ve been overwhelmed without you. And after all this waiting, it turns out you came back on the flying peak just to accompany your young apprentice? Seriously? Let me tell you about the Great Xuan Emperor, who ruined his empire over a beauty—you mustn’t let personal matters overshadow the greater good!

Feng Qingxiu, standing off to the side, felt his ears redden slightly. Ruining an empire over a beauty… I mean, I’d love to be thay beauty, but that’s just something for my dreams…

Ji Yunlai glanced at his apprentice, who wore an expression of mock guilt, as if to say, I’m sorry, but I’m not changing—deal with it. His heart itched faintly. Lately, he’d been caught up in various matters, leaving little time to rest. He really should take a proper nap soon. His apprentice had been so diligent, even burning a rare stick of dream incense last night, only for him to be dragged away by these people to listen to their incessant chatter. They had caused him to leave his poor apprentice alone for days, and now they dared to talk about priorities?  

Do they even know what the greater good is?

While half-listening, Ji Yunlai’s thoughts wandered. The Net Charm was initially intended as a tool for learning and sharing insights. To boost enthusiasm, he had even enabled features like recharging, withdrawing, and tipping. Over time, disciples began using it for money transfers, appreciating its convenience—no need to worry about the quality of spiritual stones or scams. Eventually, everyone started depositing their stones into the Net Charm system and stopped carrying any physically.  

Convenient? Certainly. But seeing the aftermath of his brief absence, Ji Yunlai realized: if someone were to raid Kun-Lai, the disciples would probably surrender without resistance, as long as they were assured their accounts remained intact.  

Unacceptable!

After everyone finished their reports, Ji Yunlai spoke coolly: “Starting today, the Net Charm will only operate for six hours daily. I hope you won’t indulge too deeply; cultivation remains the foundation of our existence.”  

The elders and peak masters were shocked, protesting vehemently.  

“Sect Leader, your apprentice gets to use it every day!” A few senior figures from Sword Peak were present, and You Jia, tagging along, loudly voiced his dissatisfaction. “It’s unfair!” Feng Qingxiu had sold him most of his Net Charm time after all.  

Ji Yunlai remained unruffled. “If you’re my apprentice, then you’ll also enjoy the same benefit.”  

But if you’re not my apprentice, don’t even try to argue.

He turned and left, gesturing for his apprentice to follow.  

*

The outer sect.

Ji Mingyu finally breathed a sigh of relief. The network’s back online—Father must have returned!  

She had never missed her father this much before.  

Beside her, Ye Han also exhaled in relief. The days without the internet were torture. Mingyu had taken to bullying him daily—teaching him advanced materials with impossible deadlines, and punishing him harshly when he couldn’t keep up.  

Fortunately, his roommate Yuan Lie was a quick learner, and Ye Han had managed to avoid Mingyu’s wrath by copying Yuan Lie’s answers on several occasions.  

“Mingyu, are we still studying today?” Yuan Lie asked cautiously.  

“No, I’m going to see Father!” Ji Mingyu proudly displayed a report card full of perfect scores. “See this? For all those people who accuse me of riding on my father’s coattails—look at this! I’m just as much a genius as Yang Fuyin!”  

She was going to request for praise from her father!

“Congratulations,” Ye Han said with a look of envy.  

“Congratulations,” Yuan Lie added, though his expression carried a hint of something else other than envy. Hesitating, he asked, “Miss Mingyu, can I come with you? I’d just like to see where the Sect Leader lives—I won’t go inside.”  

“Absolutely not!” Ji Mingyu huffed. “Do you think just anyone can meet my father? Focus on your studies. Maybe when you reach the Demigod or Synthesis stage you can think about it!”  

Even Nascent Soul cultivators didn’t have the qualifications to request an audience with her father.  

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She had grown tired of people trying to use her to get closer to him.  

Still, as she gazed into the distance, a strange feeling crept over her. This time, her father seemed to have brought something back with him. She couldn’t explain it, but it felt… like a part of her.  

How odd.  

I’ll ask Father about it when I see him. 

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Top Dupe CH 083 Stay With Me, Look At Me Part 1

Gu Xiaowei looked at Luo Yu, and slowly, he loosened his grip on the knife, placing it on the coffee table.

“It’s late, let’s sleep,” Luo Yu finally breathed a sigh of relief.

“I thought… maybe I was dreaming all along,” Gu Xiaowei’s voice echoed softly.

A feeling of heartache surged in Luo Yu’s chest once again.

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For an actor, getting immersed in a role is a good thing; being more absorbed than anyone else is a talent. But if one can’t find the boundary between themselves and the character, it becomes dangerous.

Luo Yu had to make Gu Xiaowei feel the separation between himself and the character Lu Pingfeng. There had to be something to bring him back to himself at any moment.

Luo Yu bent down, pinched the blade, and placed the handle of the knife back into Gu Xiaowei’s hand. Then, holding his wrist, he stabbed the knife toward his own abdomen.

Gu Xiaowei’s arm tensed immediately, but Luo Yu recklessly leaned into the tip of the blade. Gu Xiaowei’s face showed a shocked expression, and the fear in his eyes was unmistakable. He even reached out with his other hand to block Luo Yu’s abdomen.

“What are you doing—”

“Look, you would rather hurt yourself than harm me. No matter what character you transform into, your first reaction when I’m in danger is to save me. Even if you’re holding a blade, you’d never hurt me. So, as long as there’s something in this world you care about, you will come back,” Luo Yu whispered gently, moving closer to Gu Xiaowei.

As Luo Yu drew nearer, their breaths seemed to brush against each other.

It wasn’t a test but a search for the cracks where they might blend together.

Though the light was dim, Gu Xiaowei could see his reflection in Luo Yu’s eyes. The faint glint in Luo Yu’s gaze seemed to pierce through the halo of confusion in his mind, warming his blood and smoothing out all the dents in his thoughts.

“You don’t know how out of line… how dangerous I am…” Gu Xiaowei whispered hoarsely.

“Tell me, I’m listening,” Luo Yu replied, gently moving the knife away from his abdomen and clasping the hand that had protected him.

Gu Xiaowei’s throat bobbed slightly as he lowered his head, resting his forehead against Luo Yu’s chest.

“I once got trapped in a role and couldn’t find my way out. I couldn’t return to a normal life.”

Luo Yu’s brow twitched. So, before accepting the role of Lu Pingfeng, Gu Xiaowei had already been trapped in another role?

Yet, in Luo Yu’s impression, no character seemed more restrained, confused, or extreme than Lu Pingfeng.

“I wanted to stop, to make the phantom in my head disappear… At that time, people had already noticed my abnormality. They cautiously cared for me, watched over me, not letting me do anything reckless. But I was already exhausted and just wanted it all to end.”

A sinking feeling weighed down Luo Yu’s heart. A bad premonition surged in him. He lifted his hand and embraced Gu Xiaowei.

“I pretended to return to normal, read the books I used to read, studied the things I used to study, listened to the music I used to love. But only I knew that none of it interested me anymore… Day after day, I waited for them to stop keeping such a tight watch over me. I pretended to be normal, just like Lu Pingfeng… pretending to be like other painters—eating, sleeping, and painting.”

Luo Yu gently touched the back of Gu Xiaowei’s head. His hair was softer than he had imagined.

And Gu Xiaowei was more fragile than he had thought.

“Finally, one day, the experts said I was normal, and those taking care of me were relieved. Look at my acting… isn’t it superb?” Gu Xiaowei chuckled softly, perhaps mockingly or maybe self-deprecatingly. “Even though my mind was a runaway horse, I still appeared to follow all the rules.”

“And after you gained your freedom, what did you do?” Luo Yu’s heart felt tightly bound, as if his blood couldn’t flow through. He feared he might suffocate if this went on because he was empathizing too deeply, falling into Gu Xiaowei’s world.

“Haha.” Gu Xiaowei let out a cold laugh, so chilling that it made Luo Yu tremble. “I wanted to jump from the highest point of the city, to collide with this world with all my might. How spectacular it would be.”

Luo Yu’s eyes welled up. “You have a passion and sensitivity that others lack, which is why you can empathize so deeply with your roles. It’s not your fault; it’s your most beautiful quality.”

“Mmm…” Gu Xiaowei shook his head. “That day, as I drove past a theater, I decided to watch what I thought would be the last performance I would see in my life. And there, I saw true passion and sensitivity. He was my god and my fate. He created a new universe for me with every line and expression, as if he had been reborn in flames. He made the world roar and boil, but the one set ablaze was me.”

“So, your ‘out of line’ behavior means you transferred your obsession with death onto another person?” Luo Yu realized that, in that moment, he wasn’t jealous but genuinely grateful. “That doesn’t seem out of line. Just like me—when I saw you in my darkest moments, I felt a surge of courage, as if I could fight against the rules of the world.”

Gu Xiaowei lifted his gaze, filled with an obsession and possessiveness Luo Yu had never seen before.

“I went to see all his performances, watched every interview. I drove behind him, watching him wait at the bus stop. In my mind, I planned every way to get close to him, pretending everything was natural. At first, I just wanted to talk to him, but soon I wanted to claim him in front of everyone. I wanted to isolate him from all the eyes watching him, to completely possess him. Luo Yu, do you understand now? I never left that role because, at our core, we are the same.”

Gu Xiaowei laughed, like a rose about to wither in an instant, using its ultimate brilliance to mask the decay.

“And him? Does he know what you’re thinking?” Luo Yu asked cautiously.

“Hahaha… Haha…” Gu Xiaowei raised his hand and firmly cupped Luo Yu’s face. “Fate used him as bait and utterly defeated me. When I woke up in that theater, everything was gone.”

Luo Yu froze. Did Gu Xiaowei mean he had created a person in his head, using that fantasy to escape the role?

Unparalleled heartache crushed Luo Yu’s chest. How lonely and helpless must Gu Xiaowei have been to save himself in such a way?

Just like Lu Pingfeng, whose heart held roses but was seen as a beast and monster by the world. They only saw Lu Pingfeng’s paintings, appraising him with a voyeuristic curiosity, but no one ever understood him as a person. His loneliness was incomprehensible.

“Will you disappear?” Gu Xiaowei tilted his chin, looking at him as if he were a hallucination.

“I’m not a fantasy in your head. I won’t disappear.” Luo Yu lightly touched his forehead to Gu Xiaowei’s chin. “And…”

“And what?” Gu Xiaowei asked.

“Your fantasies and your out-of-line behavior are all within my boundaries.”

I accept all of you.

Gu Xiaowei’s throat bobbed, and he held Luo Yu tightly.

It was an embrace with no restraint, squeezing so hard that Luo Yu’s bones creaked, his blood flow stagnated, and pain spread to the core of his brain.

But Luo Yu just wanted to indulge him endlessly, even if it meant he couldn’t breathe, even if everything ended.

“Senior Brother, stay with me.” Gu Xiaowei’s voice was low and soft.

“Okay.”

“Make sure you look at me…”

“En.” Luo Yu turned his head, whispering in his ear, “You haven’t called me ‘Senior Brother’ in a long time.”

After a long time, Gu Xiaowei finally let go of Luo Yu.

“Go turn on the power. Otherwise, Xiao Qin and the others might trip if they get up to use the bathroom at night.”

Gu Xiaowei nodded.

“Also, put the fruit knife back.”

“Okay.”

“Good boy.”

Perhaps, besides his parents, Luo Yu was the only one who could call Gu Xiaowei a “good boy.”

After tidying up the living room, Luo Yu took Gu Xiaowei upstairs and led him back to his bedroom.

Luo Yu watched as Gu Xiaowei lay back on the bed. He tucked him in, then lay down beside him.

Gu Xiaowei turned to face Luo Yu, tucking his chin down low, like a child burrowing into Luo Yu’s embrace, arms tightly wrapping around his waist.

“So, at night, Lu Pingfeng holds a knife while sleepwalking. What does he dream about?” Gu Xiaowei asked in a muffled voice.

Luo Yu laughed. This guy clearly already knew the answer but still wanted to ask him.

“In his dreams, it’s his paintings. The knife is his brush, not meant to destroy, but to make things more profound.”

“And you, Senior Brother? What’s the most out-of-line thing you’ve done?”

When Gu Xiaowei spoke, the warm breath hit Luo Yu’s chest, making him want to pull him out of his embrace. Did this guy not know how torturous this was?

“What’s the most outrageous thing I’ve done?”

Perhaps it’s having arrogant and reckless fantasies about you, and scheming to make those fantasies come true.

“Heh…” Luo Yu chuckled lightly, his chest vibrating softly. “I want to step into someone’s darkness and grasp his heart. I want him to be under my control, to breathe for me, for his pulse to beat for me; his darkness should only be illuminated by me.”

“Who is he?” Gu Xiaowei asked.

His tone sounded casual, like he was just asking what happened next in a bedtime story, but it carried a hint of deep-seated obsession.

“That’s also my fantasy.” Luo Yu ruffled his hair.

My fantasy is you, Gu Xiaowei.

From the moment I encountered you in the elevator after my rebirth, I decided that I would be drawn to you.

No… perhaps it was already decided in my past life, when I saw you practicing alone on the theater stage, that your name would be my fate.

Gu Xiaowei’s needy dependence brought great satisfaction to Luo Yu. Gu Xiaowei’s warmth made Luo Yu feel sleepy, as if he could finally set aside the previous heartache and empathy. He embraced Gu Xiaowei and closed his eyes.

It felt like he was dreaming, becoming the person in Gu Xiaowei’s fantasies.

When the play ended, the curtain fell, and the audience left like a receding tide, he pinned him in the corner backstage, kissing him wantonly.

Luo Yu’s breathing grew longer, and the hand that had been gently soothing Gu Xiaowei’s back dropped down.

Who knows how long it had been, but Gu Xiaowei lifted his head to see Luo Yu’s unguarded face.

He lightly touched Luo Yu’s brows and eyes, kissing his chin.

Turning his head, he wanted to bite down on Luo Yu’s throat, branding him, making him feel pain at the mere thought of him.

But Luo Yu looked as if he was already willingly owned by him in his sleep, and he cautiously pressed against Luo Yu’s Adam’s apple, completely enveloping him.

I need all your care and affection.

Not a trace can be missed, no exceptions.

Because you are the root of all my fantasies.

Luo Yu slept very briefly. He heard his phone alarm ringing wildly from the next room and suddenly realized he was in Gu Xiaowei’s room.

He quickly lowered his head. Gu Xiaowei was no longer in his arms, but there was a hand resting on him.

Gu Xiaowei was sleeping with his face mostly buried in the pillow, one arm draped over Luo Yu’s body.

Wait, hold on…

Luo Yu realized his pajamas had somehow crept up quite a bit in his sleep.

He hurriedly moved Gu Xiaowei’s arm aside and pulled down his pajamas.

How strange, my phone alarm has been ringing for so long, yet Gu Xiaowei’s alarm isn’t going off.

Just as Luo Yu was about to leave, Gu Xiaowei’s arm suddenly reached out, pulling him back as if he weighed nothing.

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Next came an embrace that nearly crushed his bones. Gu Xiaowei’s head was still buried in the pillow, seemingly an instinctive action before he fully woke up.

“Mmm—” Gu Xiaowei sounded like he didn’t want to wake up, burying his head deeper into the pillow.

For some reason, this willful side of Gu Xiaowei struck Luo Yu as adorable.

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Sect Leader Is Under Great Pressure CH 121 The Net Of Kun-Lai, The Heart Of The Masses

Feng Qingxiu kissed gently, his calloused fingers tracing over the delicate collarbones beneath him as if unlocking a secret mechanism. With practiced ease, he slid the robes aside. He even found himself silently thanking Senior Brother Yang for his guidance—those books on dismantling various robes had proven unexpectedly helpful, and he remembered every detail clearly.  

In his mind, two little figures began to argue. One shouted, Go for it! Don’t miss this chance! The other cried, No, stop! This is against the natural order and morality—you still have time to back out.

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The expanse of exposed skin below him was pristine and supple, so dazzling that Feng Qingxiu found himself both licking and caressing it. The two disheveled bodies writhed on the solemn Yin-Yang diagram, and he suddenly felt a warm sensation at his nose—he had a nosebleed.  

Why would he have a nosebleed in a dream?!  

Feng Qingxiu felt aggrieved, but his master beneath him finally couldn’t hold back and let out a soft laugh.  

“Xiao Qing, you’re tickling me,” his master said gently.  

No man could resist in such a situation, and Feng Qingxiu pounced.  

*

A day later, the two masters of Zhuiyun Peak were still nowhere to be seen.  

“Senior Brother?” Bai Shuixian and Yan Zhao, eager to catch up with their senior brother, gathered some trivial matters as an excuse and ascended Zhuiyun Peak under the guise of delivering reports. Unlike the formidable wards guarding the Sect Leader’s residence on Zhaoyue Peak, there was nothing here to stop them.  

However, from afar, they spotted their senior brother napping at a stone table beneath a tree. They exchanged a look of mutual puzzlement.  

Not even Synthesis, much less those at the Human Immortal stage, would normally fall asleep, especially not in a place lacking protective wards.  

“Could it be that Senior Brother doesn’t want us to disturb him?” Bai Shuixian whispered to Yan Zhao.  

Yan Zhao thought it was likely and, with a glint of mischief, devised a plan. Lowering his voice, he said to his junior sister, “I heard that An Xian has been bored lately and forcing others into sparring matches.”  

“Indeed. Poor Qiao Qiao, as her apprentice, can’t escape all those debts she owes. He’s been chased mercilessly every day,” Bai Shuixian sighed empathetically. “He hasn’t received a Dao Disc. We should suggest he go to the outer gates to gain experience. It’s about time he joined a peak officially.”  

“But her instincts are terrifyingly accurate,” Yan Zhao murmured, sighing again. “If this keeps up, she might just destroy a flying peak in one of her matches.”  

“Do you think the Sect Leader has developed any new sword techniques over the years?” Bai Shuixian asked in a low voice.  

“Definitely,” Yan Zhao nodded. Sending out a divine consciousness to locate An Xian, he sent her a message: An Xian, it seems the Sect Leader is teaching his apprentice some new sword moves.  

After sending the message, he nodded at his junior sister, and the two discreetly retreated.  

Sure enough, in less than a breath’s time, An Xian shot toward the Sect Leader’s courtyard like a streak of white lightning, arriving with a crash.  

The divine senses of a Human Immortal were razor-sharp, and the Kun-Lai Sect Leader woke instantly. Without moving from his spot, he raised his head, his hand still supporting his chin, and looked at her with calm detachment.  

An Xian gasped, realizing she had been set up, but before she could explain, she got what she wanted—a firsthand demonstration of the Sect Leader’s new sword technique.  

It took Qingnu a long time to extract the screaming Peak Master An from the stone she had been embedded into. Her excitement over gaining another Synthesis-level patient practically had her skipping as she walked. Meanwhile, Yan Zhao and Bai Shuixian, who had narrowly escaped a similar fate, quietly went to settle An Xian’s medical expenses with Qingnu.  

“Senior Brother seems really unhappy,” Bai Shuixian whispered to Yan Zhao.  

“Indeed. But he seemed fine earlier,” Yan Zhao frowned slightly. “Do you think we interrupted a pleasant dream of his?”  

“Does he even dream?” Bai Shuixian doubted it. “Human Immortals have such strong self-control that they rarely dream.”  

“Either way, let’s keep our distance for a while,” Yan Zhao said, taking their trivial matters with him as he turned to leave. Bai Shuixian quickly followed.  

*

When Ji Yunlai woke up, he noticed that Xiao Qing in his room had also stirred.  

Xiao Qing glanced around cautiously, then used an incantation to destroy his undergarments before retreating back into the covers, seemingly attempting to return to the dream.  

After rolling around for a while, he appeared disappointed when he failed to reenter the dream. Sighing, he began to tidy himself and wash up.  

Unfortunately, his shadow seemed to have returned to normal, betraying none of his thoughts.  

Even so, Ji Yunlai caught subtle clues: Xiao Qing’s fingers occasionally moved as if wanting to touch something. After washing up, he stood in place, silently dazed, his face occasionally flushing red. He would then recite a calming mantra to quell certain physical reactions.  

Several times, he seemed ready to open the door but hesitated, retreating as though his master outside was a terrifying beast.  

Tch. So bold when invading my mind and sharing divine communion, yet now acting so timid and obedient? Ji Yunlai found this quite disappointing.  

Still, Feng Qingxiu didn’t linger in his reverie for long. Within moments, he exited his room, tidy and composed, bowing with polite yet familiar deference to greet his master.  

Ji Yunlai observed him calmly.  

Across from him, Xiao Qing’s face was one of innocent obedience, as if nothing had happened.  

Such impeccable acting! Ji Yunlai scoffed internally. “How are your studies progressing recently?”  

Feng Qingxiu immediately stepped forward and presented his recent work, allowing his master to review it.  

As expected, there were no issues. His talent for learning talisman seals was such that it felt more like revisiting what he already knew.  

After examining the final diagram, Ji Yunlai asked, “Do you have any difficulties with your studies?”  

Feng Qingxiu hesitated slightly before responding, “Master, it seems that my cultivation has increased again.”  

Ji Yunlai extended his divine sense and frowned. He already knew that after Xiao Qing’s body had been tempered by demonic energy during the previous crisis, even though the energy had been sealed again, his body had undergone a fundamental transformation. Like a river channel widened by a flood, his cultivation surged forward, his Golden Core now pristine as crystal and on the verge of advancing to the Nascent Soul stage.  

Suppressing it further was no longer an option—it would be like trying to stop a baby ready to be born.  

“Then face the tribulation,” Ji Yunlai said, knowing resistance was futile. “The Forty-Nine Heavenly Tribulation won’t pose much of a challenge for you. Find a place to break through on your own.”  

The Forty-Nine Tribulation was a minor hurdle for those advancing to the Nascent Soul stage. Barring extreme bad luck, Kun-Lai disciples typically passed without incident.  

“Yes,” Feng Qingxiu replied, bowing before leaving.  

*

Kun-Lai Mountain.  

It had been nearly ten days since the Sect Leader left.  

The mountain was in disarray, its inhabitants pale and haggard. To an outsider, it might have seemed like a ghostly realm of the walking dead.  

“Ugh, another day wasted standing in line! What a waste of precious time!” A frustrated cultivator carrying a sack exclaimed, his expression so bitter one might think he intended to swallow the seemingly endless queue stretching down the mountain.  

“Can’t Shennong Peak open more windows for buying rice?” another cultivator grumbled. “Do their rabbits just eat without working?”  

“Keep your voice down. Don’t let them hear you,” a low-level cultivator warned anxiously.  

“What if they do? Look at how long it takes them to count a few hundred spiritual stones!” The grumbler raised his voice, “Let me count instead. I dare you!”  

A young cultivator dressed in robes embroidered with rice stalks emerged from the grain hall. His expression gentle, he reassured the crowd, “Please don’t worry. Shennong Peak consumes a large amount of spiritual stones, and this situation was unforeseen. There is enough rice for everyone, but many have been buying in bulk recently.” 

“No choice, really. Who knows how long the Sect Leader will take to return? If we don’t want to queue up too long, we have to buy a little extra,” a nearby cultivator sighed.  

“Exactly. Back when we had the Net Charm, transactions were instantaneous—even thousands of exchanges could be settled in seconds. Even if you ran out of spiritual stones, you could schedule trades on the Net Charm at a set price and time to exchange later,” said a cultivator in robes embroidered with rice ears. “Now everyone has to carry heaps of spiritual stones around. Higher-grade ones require change, medium-grade ones need discounts, and then there’s calculating stone quality differences before storing them. Honestly, we’re short-staffed.”  

“If we were that good at math, we’d have joined the Taiyi Peak by now!” someone quipped.  

“You don’t even have it the worst,” said a cultivator with medicinal herbs embroidered on his robes. “Counting all the spiritual stones at Qingnu Peak? That’s enough to make us medical cultivators cry.”  

“Serves you right for being so greedy!” a disciple from the Sword Peak scoffed.  

“Dare to leave your name?” the Medicine Peak disciple retorted.  

“What? Are you going to blacklist me? I don’t believe it. Kun-Lai also has the Pill Peak; you’re not the only game in town!” the Sword Peak disciple snapped.  

“You probably can’t afford Pill Peak’s pills either,” the medical cultivator said coolly. “The poverty of Sword Peak is far more famous than its swords.”  

This broadside sparked immediate conflict, and as tempers flared, disciples tried to cut in line, escalating the chaos.  

Nearby, a Mountain Patrol Bureau cultivator, accustomed to such scenes, stepped in with a flurry of blows, forcing the disciples back into an orderly queue.  

“Why didn’t you detain the troublemakers today?” someone whispered nearby.  

Without answering directly, a Mountain Patrol cultivator with a wolf-tooth club smiled and replied, “The Mountain Patrol Bureau’s prison filled up two days after the network outage. The higher-ups now say for Foundation Establishment and Qi Condensation troublemakers, just beat them up and let them go.”  

Foundation Establishment and Qi Condensation juniors, after all, couldn’t stir up too much trouble.  

“Don’t Golden Core cultivators get special treatment? No queues, right?” another cultivator asked curiously.  

“These past days, there’ve been high-level cultivators selling unauthorized cultivation insights everywhere—not to mention bootlegged Nascent Soul insights sold at a discount,” the Mountain Patrol cultivator said, shaking his head. “It’s absolute chaos, like a demonic festival.”  

“Right,” a Medicine Peak disciple added gloomily. “Recently, many cultivators have succumbed to Qi deviation, claiming they can’t calm their minds without the Net Charm. They try to meditate forcibly and end up with their true energy flowing astray. Even on our peak, a few impatient disciples have run into problems. We’re so short-staffed we had to ask Yuzhi Peak to help with acupuncture…”  

“How could you do that?” a sword cultivator exclaimed, horrified. The thought of temporary workers doing their acupuncture made the hairs on his back stand up. It was bad enough dealing with the Medicine Peak; now this?  

“We didn’t want to either, but what choice do we have when the Sect Leader hasn’t returned yet?” the medical cultivator sighed.  

“Yeah, if the Sect Leader doesn’t come back soon, I won’t be able to buy herbs, and my half-refined pills will be ruined,” a disciple lamented. “Do you know how hard it is for a newcomer to gather materials for a full batch of pills?”  

“Why didn’t you prepare everything at once? That’s the rule,” another Medicine Peak disciple asked.  

“Herb prices fluctuate! Haven’t you ever waited online for herbs?” the Pill Peak disciple shot back.  

Typically, medicinal herbs deteriorated quickly once uprooted, making direct purchases expensive. “Herb waiting” involved monitoring for discounted herbs leftover from treatments or pill-making. Disciples often juggled watching their furnaces or patients while scanning the network for bargains. This method saved resources and reduced waste, benefiting both buyers and sellers.  

“True,” the Medicine Peak disciple muttered, thinking about his nearly empty wallet. “When will the Sect Leader come back~”  

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“Yeah, Sect Leader, please come back soon~”  

“We’re waiting for you~”  

The entire Shennong Peak was soon echoing with cries for the Sect Leader’s return, like a massive summoning ritual.  

Passing unaffiliated cultivators couldn’t help but feel a chill run down their spines. 

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Sect Leader Is Under Great Pressure CH 120 Like A Dream But Not A Dream, What Is Real Is Uncertain

After hearing the reports from his junior brothers and sisters, Ji Yunlai gained a general understanding of the situation. The shifting nature of this space meant that anyone unfamiliar with it could easily get lost, making it challenging to recover them.

He divined the situation, tapping into the heavens and earth for insight, and discovered that Yang Fuyin had ended up in the South Sea’s Nine Abyss.  

The South Sea regions were essentially within Kun-Lai’s sphere of influence. Yang Fuyin himself had frequently worked in Haijing City of the Great Yan Kingdom, crafting seafaring vessels. Calling it Kun-Lai’s backyard wouldn’t be an exaggeration. With Yang Fuyin’s abilities, as long as he didn’t encounter a Great Sage or a Human Immortal, he shouldn’t face any major problems.

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Ji Yunlai shared this information, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief. 

Knowing the approximate location was reassuring since their Net Charm—Kun-Lai’s spiritual communication system—allowed for mutual tracking within ten thousand miles. It would be easy to pinpoint Yang Fuyin’s position once closer. All they needed now was permission to send a team from Kun-Lai to Haijing to retrieve him.

Yan Zhao instinctively took out his Net Charm to send a message, only to discover he couldn’t connect to the main network.

Could it be…? Yan Zhao abruptly looked up. “Senior Brother, did you come in your true form?”

Ji Yunlai gave a slight nod.

“Then what about Kun-Lai’s network?” Bai Shuixian’s expression turned pale.

“Right! Doesn’t that mean the entire network is down for several days?!” An Xian exclaimed in shock.

Ji Yunlai had the urge to slap this group of junior brothers and nephews who seemed to care only about the network. Casting them a frosty glance, he said coldly, “And what of it?”

“Um, Senior Brother,” Bai Shuixian stammered, barely able to breathe, “you’d better return quickly. There’s no major issue here…”

“Yes, yes, Kun-Lai is more important! Please, go back immediately, Senior Brother!” Yan Zhao fervently nodded in agreement.

“We don’t even know how Kun-Lai is holding up right now,” murmured You Bazhua, the eight-tentacle Deputy Peak Master, while nervously stroking the jellyfish perched on his shoulder. His tentacles twitched uncontrollably. “It must be in chaos.”

“Yes, Master, please return!” Even Feng Qingxiu, Ji Yunlai’s apprentice who had followed him here, earnestly advised him to leave.

Even his own apprentice was urging him to go! Did none of them want him to stay? Ji Yunlai, who had never stepped foot outside Kun-Lai before, was incensed. His face darkened. “The enemy has not retreated. We’ll wait a few days before making any decisions.”

“Please don’t!” This suggestion sent everyone into a panic.

“Yes,” Yan Zhao pleaded earnestly, “Kun-Lai must be in total disarray right now. Sect Leader, you need to return and take charge! If not, forget about an external attack—even a minor sect might be able to overthrow Kun-Lai entirely!”

The more they begged, the more displeased Ji Yunlai became. With a cold glance, he picked up his apprentice and vanished.

“What now?” Bai Shuixian anxiously clenched her fists.

“We have no choice but to end the expedition,” Yan Zhao said calmly. “Though we haven’t concluded our trade with the Wu clan or ventured north to the North Sea, the North Sea territories were already plundered by Haijing’s fleet a few years ago. We wouldn’t gain much even if we went. Plus, the North Sea is fraught with the dangers of magnetic sea winds. It’s better to return now. Besides, the spoils from this expedition are considerable—emptying the Ziyun Dao Sect’s thousand-year reserves in the Yuntian Domain nearly matches the gains from previous expeditions. Kun-Lai’s network outage would cause far greater losses if left unchecked.”

“Agreed,” Bai Shuixian nodded, and the other peak masters concurred.

Thus, the group left the Black Witchland territory, walking out of the ravines along a narrow path.

“By the way, An Xian,” Luo Chi finally snapped out of his admiration for the Kun-Lai Sect Leader’s majestic presence and, to cover his flushed cheeks, casually asked, “why did you call that Wu clansman a ‘blind bear’ earlier?”

“You mean him?” An Xian thought for a moment before replying, “This place is pitch black, and the Wu clan has lived here for tens of thousands of years. Their eyes have long since degraded; they rely on spiritual techniques to perceive the world. If they want to see something clearly, they have to get very close. Otherwise, they can only make out vague shapes and colors.”

That’s why he mistook Yang Fuyin’s voice for a woman’s.

“Will he hurt Xiao Yang?” Yan Zhao still felt a bit worried, having watched Yang Fuyin grow up.

“Don’t worry. Wu Zhan doesn’t strike first,” An Xian assured him. “When I came here back in the day, I fought him dozens of times. If it were you and your bad temper, you’d have killed me already. But he endured it without retaliating. Besides, his tribesmen are currently inside the Dao Seed. With that leverage and Xiao Yang’s knack for taking advantage of every situation, Wu Zhan will be at his mercy.”

Realizing their earlier rashness, An Xian glanced at the now-empty Black Witchland settlement. She had no intention of delving further into the secrets of the Wu territory.

“You must’ve been my punishment for past sins,” Yan Zhao coldly remarked, glaring at her.

“Don’t kid yourself,” An Xian retorted without hesitation. “You must’ve accumulated virtue in your past life. Out of the disciples, who else besides me has reached the Synthesis stage? None of the other elders’ apprentices can even beat their own master, let alone me.”

Bai Shuixian chuckled and added fuel to the fire, “Exactly, Yan Zhao. Back when we were picking apprentices, we all wanted An Xian. But you grabbed her and said you only needed one apprentice, refusing the others. You sure have great taste.”

When An Xian’s mischievous nature later became evident, the other junior brothers and sisters even held a celebration. Although her cultivation and combat skills were exceptional, her knack for causing trouble far surpassed them. Yan Zhao ended up spending so much on fines that he nearly expelled her from the sect. Only after she married Bai Liu, the peak master of Qingdi Peak, who took over paying her fines, did their strained master-apprentice relationship survive.

An Xian smugly nodded. “If I didn’t think you had good taste, I wouldn’t have followed you!”

Yan Zhao merely sneered. If this conversation continued, it would infuriate him to death.

They returned to Kun-Lai with remarkable speed. Though the sky was completely dark, they found the sect’s defenses as vigilant as ever. After reassuring the disciples of each peak, they submitted their request to the Sect Leader at Zhuiyun Peak for approval to conclude the expedition.

Ji Yunlai, though aware of their intentions, ultimately chose not to oppose the decision after some thought.

He had a faint premonition that going to the North would be dangerous. The spiritual senses of a Human Immortal were rarely wrong, and since they had chosen not to go, he decided to leave it be.  

Was the web really that important?  

He truly couldn’t understand.  

Feeling irritated, he glanced at his silent apprentice nearby. After a moment, he let out a soft sigh and said, “The past few days have been full of upheaval. Go rest.”  

Xiao Qing nodded and left.  

Ji Yunlai, now in no mood to calculate anything about the Dao Seed or talisman wards, thought back to the recent events and felt slightly displeased. He propped his chin on his hand, resting against the stone table for a moment.  

*

Feng Qingxiu returned to his quarters, bathed in the hot spring, and then lay on his bed.  

He had no desire to meditate, his mind drifting back to the feeling of kissing his master earlier. His heart raced as if a fawn were leaping within it.  

Thinking about how his innermost feelings had nearly been exposed in front of his master, he both despised himself for having such thoughts and couldn’t help feeling a secret joy at his master’s tolerance.  

He vaguely understood his own feelings now.  

Though he couldn’t pinpoint when the pure admiration had shifted, the current him was certainly unworthy of his master.  

Even if his master chose to overlook his offenses out of their master-apprentice bond, it would undoubtedly change the way they interacted. Feng Qingxiu had always been clear about his goals, and until he was sure he could become better, he didn’t want to change things.  

So, it all came back to cultivation. Without strength, everything was an illusion. He would only become his master’s weakness.  

That was something he absolutely could not tolerate.  

Recalling the overwhelming power he had wielded in his demonic form, Feng Qingxiu frowned slightly but ultimately rejected the idea of relying on it. If he wanted to be with his master, the demonic form was absolutely out of the question. Deep down, he felt it was an enormous blessing to have been reborn as human. Changing that would be the true calamity.  

Once the demonic thoughts subsided, he resolved to focus on his cultivation. At the very least, as a mere Golden Core cultivator, he had no face to stand before his master and say, I love you

With this thought, he slowly closed his eyes. The day’s emotional turmoil had been overwhelming, and he needed to rest.  

However, after falling asleep, he found himself in a state of semi-consciousness, feeling as though something was calling to him. Rising from his bed, he looked around to find himself surrounded by a thick white mist, obscuring everything in sight.  

What was happening now?  

Feng Qingxiu’s heart tightened as he glanced around, only to see a grand and familiar hall in the distance. Its towering presence bore the characters “Sealing Demon.”  

This was the hall he had seen in his dream last time. So, was this another dream?  

He bent his finger backward—it folded like rubber, with no pain.  

Alright, it really was a dream.  

Skilled in navigating this scenario, he pushed open the doors and entered. The various celestial demons sealed within didn’t surprise him. He quickly walked toward the center of the hall. Just as he remembered, his master sat there, dressed in dark robes, his white hair cascading down. He was seated serenely on the Yin-Yang Tai Chi diagram in the middle of the hall, eyes closed, his left hand forming a mudra at his chest. He remained unmoved by Feng Qingxiu’s arrival.  

Recalling his actions during the last dream and the inappropriate things he had done, Feng Qingxiu felt his face heat up. But looking at his master’s refined and noble countenance, he hesitated only briefly before making a decision. In a dream, why should he restrain his feelings for his master?  

He carefully approached and knelt on one knee before his master, gently taking his hands and leaning in to kiss them.  

His master finally opened his eyes, gazing at him with a gentle expression that seemed faintly startled. But soon, his eyes lowered, as though silently permitting Feng Qingxiu to act as he pleased.  

“Master,” Feng Qingxiu softly murmured, pushing his master down onto the Yin-Yang diagram. He traced the contours of his master’s face with his lips, whispering, “I… I love you.”  

His voice was barely audible. Beneath him, his master raised a hand, caressing Feng Qingxiu’s face, but said nothing.  

Encouraged by the response, Feng Qingxiu couldn’t suppress his excitement. He trailed his kisses down the smooth, pearl-like skin of his master’s neck.  

His master glanced down at him but still did not speak.  

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Feng Qingxiu gently untied his master’s robes, leaning close to blow softly into his ear. “Master, may I continue?”  

His master’s gaze flickered, and after a long pause, he slightly turned his head away, his earlobes tinged with red.  

“Then… pardon my offense,” Feng Qingxiu said mischievously, lightly biting his master’s ear before kissing him again.  

He loved this dream—he truly, deeply loved it. 

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Sect Leader Is Under Great Pressure CH 119 Fate Is Set, Hard To Escape From Its Grasp

Ji Yunlai spent several days carving the intricate demonic sealing wards. 

Naturally, it wasn’t done in the pitch-black depths of the Nine Abysses but within his Dao Seed. After studying it, he realized this small world was rich in spiritual energy. However, that energy was being siphoned off to sustain the world itself, leaving no excess for cultivation or spirit demon entities. This significantly reduced the world’s energy consumption, allowing for a self-sustaining cycle. Moreover, it powered the defensive wards on the Dao Seed with an immense energy reserve, making it impossible for even divine or celestial forces to breach the Dao Seed within a few months. 

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To prevent any unexpected intrusions, Ji Yunlai sealed the Dao Seed’s entrance and exit, brought Xiao Qing to the surface of the sun, and focused on crafting the seal.

Removing clothes was a necessity, as the complexity of the wards required carving it at the level of inscribing 20,000 characters onto a grain of rice. Essentially, Xiao Qing’s skin was to be transformed into a demonic-sealing artifact, ensuring not a trace of demonic energy leaked out. The seal would also teach him to suppress and conceal his energy. Since his soul and body were legitimate reincarnations, this would prevent the Heavenly Dao from sensing the birth of a demonic entity, thereby averting a Heavenly Tribulation. 

For Ji Yunlai, the micro-carving itself wasn’t difficult, but when his hand brushed against Xiao Qing’s smooth, supple back, he couldn’t resist touching it a few more times. 

He noticed that Xiao Qing’s pale back trembled slightly and turned faintly red. 

Ji Yunlai felt guilty, slowing down his movements. When he moved to the area below the waist, his hands lingered too long in certain sensitive spots. Xiao Qing eventually grabbed his hand, firmly refusing further touches and insisting on doing it himself.

But how could that be allowed? 

Ji Yunlai lightly tapped his apprentice’s forehead, transferring the ward diagram directly into his mind, letting him know just how high the heavens were. 

However, to his surprise, Xiao Qing closed his eyes and, within moments, directed the medicinal threads to intricately spread across his body. The ward seemed to grow naturally, quickly sinking beneath the skin and disappearing. The dense demonic energy surrounding Xiao Qing, almost tangible before, also dissipated completely, merging into the ward’s lines.

Dressing himself meticulously and tying his long hair, Xiao Qing then knelt silently before Ji Yunlai. 

He had too many questions—about the shadow, the Xing Dao Master, and even himself. However, he knew it wasn’t his place to question his master. He only hoped for an explanation, though he wouldn’t force it if Ji Yunlai chose not to speak.

Ji Yunlai understood his apprentice’s meaning, and it made his heart ache to see how considerate Xiao Qing was. 

“In your previous life, you were my celestial demon, infatuated with me. Later, you reincarnated as you are now. What you saw earlier were simply remnants of emotional attachments.”

Even Ji Yunlai himself was unclear about many of these matters. The more he knew, the less he wanted to uncover what had happened. Whatever it was that had driven him—a naturally optimistic person—to seal away his own memories, it couldn’t have been anything pleasant. 

Besides, the Xing Dao Master and Celestial Demon Qing were things of the past. Involving them now would only invite trouble. Ji Yunlai had no interest in playing a convoluted game of “you love me, I love you, but you don’t love the current me, and I love the past you, not the present you.” That would be too absurd.

“So… my earlier impropriety,” Feng Qingxiu hesitantly began, his voice uncertain, his eyes avoiding his master’s. “Was it influenced by my past life’s obsessions?”

Ji Yunlai didn’t know how to respond and felt a pang of sorrow. After a moment, he said expressionlessly, “Correct.”

Feng Qingxiu bowed deeply. “I promise never to repeat such offenses in the future—”

“Shut up!” Ji Yunlai cut him off coldly. “This matter is over. Do not bring it up again.”

Feng Qingxiu lowered his head. A strand of loose hair fell over his right cheek, and the mixture of grievance and slight relief in his expression made Ji Yunlai’s heart skip a beat. 

But remembering his earlier words, Ji Yunlai sighed. My apprentice, I wouldn’t mind if you repeated it. Do you know that?

After another sigh, Ji Yunlai realized he had been gone for too long. Anxious about Xiao Qing, he hadn’t sent any messages, and the people outside were likely worried sick. 

No matter. There’s plenty of time ahead—surely his apprentice wouldn’t run away. For now, it was time to leave.

*

Beneath the Nine Abysses, in the dark lands of the Black Witchlands, Kun-Lai’s members had already gathered.

There was the Sword Peak Master An Xian, Deputy Peak Master You Bazhua, Poison Peak Master Shui Wugou, First Elder Yan Zhao, Second Elder Bai Shuixian, and even Yang Fuyin. Among them were Kun-Lai’s Seven Talents and the “treasure-hunting rodent” Luo Chi, who had merely come looking for treasures. Incidentally, Luo Chi had been startled into a daze after being teased by the Sect Leader. Distracted, he wandered off course, unintentionally led astray by the Wu clan’s wards, and spent quite some time finding his way back.

The peak masters, upon receiving Yang Fuyin’s call for help, quickly convened and decided to descend for a closer look. 

Nothing was more critical than a matter involving the Lord of Kun-Lai. They couldn’t allow their sect leader’s spirit fragment to fall into the hands of outsiders under any circumstances. Upon arrival, they encountered Wu Zhan, the chieftain of the Wu clan.

Wu Zhan, a cultivator of considerable skill, claimed to have no idea what had transpired afterward. The distance was too great, he explained—what could he possibly do in a battle between Human Immortals? At the time, he could only retreat far away, using a Wu clan ward for protection. Later, he witnessed the Lord of Kun-Lai taking a young man into the Dao Seed, after which it sealed itself, rendering entry impossible.

This was just one side of the story. Kun-Lai’s people naturally didn’t believe him. More suspicious was that the Dao Seed, upon sealing itself, turned into an ordinary stone, a far cry from its previous radiant, holy appearance. An Xian took one look and outright refused to acknowledge it as Kun-Lai’s Dao Seed, accusing Wu Zhan of swapping it for something else like a thieving bear!

Yang Fuyin, an expert in wards, found the Human Immortal Dao Seed too profound to discern at a glance. Tilting his head slightly, he coyly asked the tall man beside him in a girlish tone, “Big brother, do you happen to have a way to get us inside? We’re in quite a hurry.”

Since this involved the sect leader, everyone temporarily ignored Senior Brother Yang’s strange behavior. Though some couldn’t help but glance at him curiously, no one exposed him.

“I cannot,” Wu Zhan shook his head. “This is a Human Immortal technique.”

“Then hand over the Dao Seed. We’ll study it back in Kun-Lai,” Bai Shuixian said coldly. “The rest of you, search the area thoroughly. Leave no stone unturned.”

Returning the Dao Seed was reasonable enough, but when Wu Zhan heard “search,” his expression shifted slightly. He sternly said, “This is Wu territory. You cannot search here.”

“You don’t have a choice!” Yan Zhao, already impatient, raised his sword in a burst of fiery frustration. Though it wasn’t meant to harm, the attack aimed to clear the obstacle in their path.

Wu Zhan remained composed, but his firm grip on his staff slammed it heavily into the ground.

The strange bear-headed staff emitted a thick black fog.

The surrounding darkness deepened, making it impossible for the cultivators’ spiritual senses to penetrate. Meanwhile, water seeped ominously from the ground.

“Careful! This area is filled with Netherwater. Even touching it can corrupt a cultivator’s soul,” Yang Fuyin warned. He had faced this ward before and knew its dangers.

The next moment, Wu Zhan appeared silently beside him, unaffected by the black fog. With a swift motion, he struck Yang Fuyin’s vital point on his shoulder. Yang Fuyin groaned lightly and collapsed.

Using the terrain, wards, and natural barriers to his advantage, Wu Zhan managed to fend off five opponents without faltering. His techniques were bizarre, and while they might have been less effective on open ground during daylight, they were amplified many times over in Wu territory.

An Xian, adept with blind sword techniques, was still hindered by her reliance on spiritual senses. Luo Chi had a lantern that could dispel fog and clarify the mind, but before he could light it, Wu Zhan entangled him with a straw rope imbued with ghostly energy, rendering him unable to move or even speak.

Thus, the Kun-Lai cultivators fought Wu Zhan for two days in his territory before Yang Fuyin finally exclaimed, “It’s done!”

Wu Zhan’s heart sank as he saw a sudden brightness pierce through the surrounding void.

The black fog receded entirely, and his instincts urged him to retreat to his clan. Gritting his teeth, he rushed to the altar, grabbed a glimmer of light, and fled toward the abyss.

The Kun-Lai cultivators would never let him escape; he was their best clue to the Sect Leader. 

However, Wu Zhan’s movements were eerily unpredictable, and he was far more familiar with the terrain. Bai Shuixian intercepted him but saw him take a sharp step back and reappear farther away, emerging from the fractured void near the waterfall.

The closer they got to the waterfall, the more fragmented and dangerous the space became. Like invisible blades, the spatial fractures could sever anyone not careful.

Just as Wu Zhan was about to leap into the waterfall, Yang Fuyin snorted coldly. The ward in his right eye locked onto Wu Zhan, flashing brilliantly.

At the same time, black light erupted from Wu Zhan, clashing with the ward. It seemed the ward would detach from him when Yang Fuyin suddenly lunged forward.

In the next instant, both Yang Fuyin and Wu Zhan vanished after the ward glowing on him flashed.

“Damn it!” An Xian shouted, “This cursed place connects to who knows which Nine Abyss opening! Xiao Yang, what’s the rush when you don’t even have a wife?!”

“What happened?” Yan Zhao, overwhelmed by the series of events, nearly had a breakdown.

“The Nine Abyss openings are scattered and fragmented, connecting to other Nine Abysses. Xiao Yang must have been too hasty and didn’t check if there were any cracks!” An Xian was panicked. “Last time—just a hundred years ago—I placed the Dao Seed here on the Sect Leader’s orders and accidentally stepped into a crevice. I ended up at the South Sea Nine Abyss opening and had to fight my way out!”

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“Yang Fuyin is highly skilled and protected by artifacts. Don’t panic.” Bai Shuixian gritted her teeth. “The Sect Leader takes precedence. Search the area quickly for clues and figure out which Abyss Xiao Yang fell into. He’ll be fine.”

“Who won’t be fine?” A calm voice interrupted.

Everyone turned sharply to see a figure clad in dark robes standing quietly by the Dao Seed. His expression was serene, devoid of joy or sorrow.

“Sect Leader!”

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